I'm getting so mean. I've never used to be like that. Not that I was a saint but I never say bad stuff about other people. And you know the last 3 weeks I did it like 3 times.
°At school I just randomly made a bad remark about some girl, I don't remember it but i know it wasn't an insult, and my classmate I always hang out with was so shocked, he laughed and told me "you're starting to get mean"
°Also two weeks ago my gay friend came to Paris for 2 days, so we spent an evening together. And he asked me "How are Elodie( a friend from our group) and her boyfriend doing?", then I replied "well they're going strong, actually they celebrate theit one year anniversary last week", and then he poses his fourk (we were at a restaurant) and look at me "How come? that's not possible, at this very moment of the year, last year, she was with Julien(another friend of our group)", then I just froze and pretend to drink some water, he looked at me and tell me " Grāce jsut spill the tea". So I said "Well she cheated on him for about 1 or 2 weeks, I think". Look how mean I am, Elodie is one my closest friends in our gang and I just sold her out
. I mean I could have jsut shut my mouth or say i didn't know or smething, bot NO I just had to open it.
It's not just that I've been a lot in a bad mood recently, which never happens, I'm like the most joyful of all my friends. I think for me to be that mean I must be sad. But I just can't figured out what I'm sad.
On a bright side my friend that came from Paris move in with his boyfriend, they recently adopted a cat. Isn't that cool, that means the relantionship is really serious right. So I'mm really happy
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I fell asleep b4 I could tell you last night. So far I think I'm doing good
i don't care what people over a computer screen think of me. if they have something to say to me, they could find me at every club in Hollywood. let them grow the balls. they should take some tips from me and speak their mind EVERYWHERE not only where a screen is protecting them. 
epic post
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