[EarlyMorning]

Originally posted by eli's_rhythm

But what *** is really hard on the inside? I'm a sweetheart.

I really wanted the Kimba crying gif (it's way better than the Aubrey one), but I didn't feel like searching through TinyPic and used that instead.

Some are, not all people are light-hearted some have to be cracked before they let you in.
I'm a pro at doing that since I genuinely care whenever I help/talk to a person.

Here dear and Goodnight.

[fanoftalent]

Originally posted by eli's_rhythm

Yes, to 4 people (3 friends and my shrink). I'm going to be out to my immediate family and all of my close friends before I go to college--that's what I've vowed for myself.

Speaking of which, have you discussed your sexuality with anybody? Have you come to any conclusions?

So you think your family is the type which could easily accept you being gay? well, good luck with coming out. Its cool that you are already out to several people.

I have only discussed my sexuality with people online. I live in a pretty conservative country so telling the people that I'm bi in real life could be damaging for my career/relationships. But one day I would like to find the strength to come out and become a spokesperson for sexual and other minorities here.

[Cap10Planet]

The new Dawgpoundusa video = Probably the best video I've seen on that site so far.

[arkl]

Originally posted by Jurred

Like I said... I do a good job of holding things in. It's hard not to be numb when you've gone through so much ****. I like to use this as an outlet to have a fun and chuckle at some ridiculous comments/GIFs, not be bitter.

Well, that's good I suppose that you're keeping a good balance of yourself and emotions but something's telling me you're forcing yourself to repress to that level. Which is more unbearable. I must know coz I'm probably ****ed up in the most unusual way.

Originally posted by eli's_rhythm

How can it be dismal and uneventful Lark? Uneventful would be kind of a good thing... dismal, obviously not. Is it that you're static and you were hoping to find your stride this year? Like some romance or a promotion?

I'm trying to find my 'I', Eli. I can live without romance and promotion but at least I need to feel I'm alive. I don't even care if a bus hits right now, ending my life ultimately.

[Jurred]

It's my bedtime too, I should have been done hours ago Thanks everyone for talking and letting me bitch, it helped. Night ya'll, hopefully I return to this thread soon.

[arkl]

Originally posted by Captain Planet

The new Dawgpoundusa video = Probably the best video I've seen on that site so far.

****?

[Cap10Planet]

Originally posted by arkl

****?

Yes... I'm getting my late night **** hour on. This new video with Python is just too much for one night. I just can't.

[fanoftalent]

Originally posted by arkl

I'm trying to find my 'I', Eli. I can live without romance and promotion but at least I need to feel I'm alive. I don't even care if a bus hits right now, ending my life ultimately.

I swear you have a 70-year old living inside your body
I think you have moved all the way up to "Self-actualization" stage on Maslow's Need Hierarchy already. So rare at your age.

[EarlyMorning]

Originally posted by Jurred

It's definitely more than work, it's just being self-sufficient at my age and all the responsibilities that encompass it. I've had a hard night, I so appreciate the advice.

Of course it is but just remember to stay strong.
I can't exactly relate to the self-sufficient part since I've never been through it. But, the fact that you're doing that is amazing to me especially only being 21. I hope you're able to find some epic balance that will give you the happiness you rightly deserve. Also, on the subject of friends brought up earlier just go one by one if you're truly nervous about coming out. You don't have to tell them all at once because that might put too much pressure on you.

You're Welcome.

[Jurred]

Originally posted by arkl

Well, that's good I suppose that you're keeping a good balance of yourself and emotions but something's telling me you're forcing yourself to repress to that level. Which is more unbearable. I must know coz I'm probably ****ed up in the most unusual way.

Youre right, but like I said... Bedtime. I'd like to talk more soon though. Nite.

[arkl]

Oddly enough, most people on here find me funny and a very positive person. I am so N0T like that. That's why I admire ****stars, trainwrecks and other types of finks, they have what I don't have: guts. However, it's all ending this year.

[EarlyMorning]

Originally posted by arkl

I'm trying to find my 'I', Eli. I can live without romance and promotion but at least I need to feel I'm alive. I don't even care if a bus hits right now, ending my life ultimately.

Death is never the answer Lark.
Anyway, going to your previous statement what makes you feel happy and alive ?

[arkl]

Originally posted by fanoftalent

I swear you have a 70-year old living inside your body
I think you have moved all the way up to "Self-actualization" stage on Maslow's Need Hierarchy already. So rare at your age.

lol Maybe, that's it. I moved all the way up to that stage without fulfilling the necessary prerequisites. It's really sad.

[EarlyMorning]

Originally posted by Captain Planet

The new Dawgpoundusa video = Probably the best video I've seen on that site so far.

Is there any raw sex in it ?
Because if not I might have to get some popcorn and watch it.

[fanoftalent]

Originally posted by arkl

lol Maybe, that's it. I moved all the way up to that stage without fulfilling the necessary prerequisites. It's really sad.

no its better. You'll have more time to find that "I", you are looking for. Most of the people get such thoughts in their 50s or 60s, if they ever do of course.

[Cap10Planet]

Originally posted by XoEarlyMorningoX

Is there any raw sex in it ?
Because if not I might have to get some popcorn and watch it.

Oh no, sis. You know I rarely ever use those. It's straight up condom use. What kinda **** are you into? This one contains a tattooed thuggish looking guy (who looks straight) who ****s the hell out of this loose bottom.

[BnPac]

Originally posted by kisuke

http://z7.invisionfree.com/Brandy_So...showtopic=9095

What did Janet say about her in her movie?

[EarlyMorning]

Originally posted by Captain Planet

Oh no, sis. You know I rarely ever use those. It's straight up condom use. What kinda **** are you into? This one contains a tattooed thuggish looking guy (who looks straight) who ****s the hell out of this loose bottom.

Thank gawd, raw sex in **** makes me feel like I'm watching the Aids transmission first hand so I don't use it all.
I don't really have a preference as long as condoms are used and there's no fisting I'm cool.
Even though I do prefer muscular men not too musclely though, Latino, Black pretty much anything that's good.
I might have to watch it tonight then.

[arkl]

Originally posted by XoEarlyMorningoX

Death is never the answer Lark.
Anyway, going to your previous statement what makes you feel happy and alive ?

I know, but I don't mind it.
I don't know.

[Redacted]

Originally posted by XoEarlyMorningoX

Classy and elegant like a Vanity Fair photo shoot.
That belly ring is so ****.

i've decided that the next set will be EXTREMELY SEXUAL! y'all ain't ready for this!