Ugh. I feel like I'm friends with a bunch of pretentious, stuck-up people caught up in their own little worlds and have no idea what anything is like outside of their own little worlds. It sucks being 21 and feeling like I'm so much more mature than everyone else around me. I really hate the fact that I'm 21, already have my own full-time job, apartment, car, paying for my own school tuition, etc... All because life put me in this circumstance. I really feel like so much of the time I feel so alone, and without anyone to talk to, because of my age and what I'm doing with my life. ****, its not even that I think these people are stuck-up... In reality I'm just jealous that these people get to still have their fun and do what they want while I'm in a position that I have to work to survive. I miss having a family.... I miss being normal.... I just want things to get back to the way they were. Sadly, I have to resign myself to the fact that things will NEVER be normal again. I just really, really, REALLY need a friend who gets me. I'm sorry to anyone who had to read this drunken rant..
