I didn't see what Pierce said I was too busy at my math tutor/having dinner/doing homework. Which is yet unfinished. But I was there holding your hand in spirit. Have you found yourself yet?
You don't sound stupid. What you're going through is not rare. You have nobody in real life to lean on, which I completely understand and can sympathize with.
GOOD LUCK on the PSATs... They're not that bad
No the truth is you were too busy giving Aaron Samuels a handy j in the Projection Room of the Auditorium. /done