She seems so angry recently performing I don't blame her and at least she can release some of that through her performance. I had chills seeing the video of her screaming "he'd ****ed with the wrong woman!!!!"
Can't believe this all hasn't been resolved. That all being said - 99.99999% of the world isn't able to "follow their dreams" and instead has to settle for another job.
I know that's kinda heartless, but it's true. There's other options,