Yeah - went through them again and my most recent messages are so cringe... it's me changing topics back and forth between olympics, food, and his online behaviour in several paragraphs... Why........
I just make sure to never read my past messages
I think everyone hates looking through their old conversations tbh. It's easier to analyze and criticize. But then you end up overthinking it and assuming that it's worse than it actually was.
I'm taking my full med tomorrow I've been taking half to get started but should take the 100grams one just incase Green hair gets a girl and decides to play tounge hooky in front of me.
omg I have been given a new task that I've never done before and it's to do with finance and I suck at everything math related. Gonna screw up, gonna screw upppppppppppppppp
I'm not even gonna bother he is wayy too good for me, we normally talk like idiots but Hi is such a friendzoned Hi like seriouslyyyyyyyyyyy I say Hi to people I don't like! kill me nowww.
Just poppin' in to say Hi guys. I'm doing great but my Internet is a mess and I have to wait until they send me a new Router and ****. So annoying but I'm at a friends place. Currently travelling anyway.
Hope y'all are doing great and I'm back in a week or so.
That sucks.
But hope you're having fun travelling and cya in a week.
Also I finally listened to all of Emotion, my fave is still When I Needed You, but Let's Get Lost, and all the deluxe songs are so good.
I'm not even gonna bother he is wayy too good for me, we normally talk like idiots but Hi is such a friendzoned Hi like seriouslyyyyyyyyyyy I say Hi to people I don't like! kill me nowww.
lol, you just said hey to him, what did you expect
then ask him!!!!!!!!! or ask him what time he wanna go because you're going pokemon hunting before the date
I dunno if I should go straight to the point after a Hi message what if some hoe was the one that messaged me....maybe that fake gf really is his gf and he just called me to say that to make me feel better.
he broke my heart before! I can't let him do it again, why am I so stupid god maybe he was drunk but he seem pretty excited on the phone on sunday morning.
yeah this is basically a monologue or a soliloquy lol
When he does text he also has his mini monologue but mine are so giant it's a joke
Ohh! I thought he was responding with short phrases. If he's also writing paragraphs then he's at least somewhat invested. He can't be that weirded out
why you so nervous because of hey
and OMG thanks for calling me lovely, im so flattered 
