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Tournament: PLATINUM HIT 9
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Originally posted by URBAN
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Imagine I get eliminated after i've already sent next weeks entry, lol awkward.
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Originally posted by CountryBritney
I really hope you're alright. Thankfully you're safe, but if you want to talk or anything just PM me. You must be really shaken up.
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Anyway, thank you 8th. My best review from you I think? Really appreciate the feedback 
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I think I'm ready to share my song. My boyfriend and I have had a really tough week, we went through a miscarriage. We were unsure whether or not we would have kept the baby in the first place, but after losing her/him, we both know that we couldn't have realistically terminated the pregnancy to begin with. I was unable to focus on anything other than my baby this week, and wanting to write something for him/her, I decided to make my fairy theme into a lullaby. I know the judges have called me out on the 'fairy in the sky' line multiple times now, and I did almost change that line but John (my boyfriend) and I, have always called each other Peter and Wendy, so fairies have always meant a lot to us. Hence why I couldn't change it. Still really struggling, heck I keep waking up crying, and just spend all day under the duvet and John keeps tearing up at random points of the day but this morning I actually caught myself singing while I was washing up and I know I'm getting there. I never realized quite how traumatic losing a baby was until now. It really rips you apart but it's happened, and I've got to learn to accept that somehow.
 Lullaby
[VERSE 1]
No castle of our own inside this Kingdom.
No crown jewels to sell to give you what you need
No way to forget these fallen tears I've cried
I wish losing you was all just fantasy
[PRE-CHORUS]
Death works in mysterious ways
He shouldn't take innocent souls
His kiss is a curse,
He breathes nothing but hurt
And he's got us down here praying,
[CHORUS]
You'll watch over us from Heaven
The way we'd have watched over you
And though time will move along
Let's try and enjoy the view
We'll always be searching for your face,
Amongst the moon and the stars
We'll keep your memory forever in our hearts
This is your lullaby, please remember,
You'll always be our fairy in the sky
[VERSE 2]
Wish we could have found our way to Wonderland
Before our glimmer of hope got torn away
What started off as an unplanned fairytale
Is now just a dream from yesterday
[PRE-CHORUS]
Death works in mysterious ways
He shouldn't take innocent souls
His kiss is a curse,
He breathes nothing but hurt
And he's got us down here praying that,
[CHORUS]
You'll watch over us from Heaven
The way we'd have watched over you
And though time will move along
Let's try and enjoy the view
We'll always be searching for your face,
Amongst the moon and the stars
We'll keep your memory forever in our hearts
This is your lullaby, please remember,
You'll always be our fairy in the sky
[BRIDGE]
No trace of a heartbeat when we needed a sign
Never thought I would stop when I started to cry
A heartbreak so cruel over a love that is pure
We knew nothing about you yet we're still so sure,
[CHORUS]
You'll watch over us from Heaven
The way we'd have watched over you
And though time will move along
Let's try and enjoy the view
We'll always be searching for your face,
Amongst the moon and the stars
We'll keep your memory forever in our hearts
This is your lullaby, please remember,
You'll always be our fairy in the sky
You'll always be our fairy in the sky
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You'll watch over us from Heaven
The way we'd have watched over you
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Oh wow, now this line hits me 10x harder knowing what happened  I'm sorry you have to go through this, but I'm glad you were at least able to create something beautiful out of the pain 
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Thank you for worrying about me, guys. It's so cute that we're like a little family now
Stay safe, people!
@Temporal: No, he didn't try to grab but he told he had a knife with him and that he would use it if I didn't go with him. And I told him "okay, I'll do what you say, just let me pay my coffee so everything seems normal, but please don't hurt me" and he was like "ok, but do it fast" but my coffee was already paid so I approached to the door and ran as fast as I could!
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Originally posted by ughgabriel
Thank you for worrying about me, guys. It's so cute that we're like a little family now
Stay safe, people!
@Temporal: No, he didn't try to grab but he told he had a knife with him and that he would use it if I didn't go with him. And I told him "okay, I'll do what you say, just let me pay my coffee so everything seems normal, but please don't hurt me" and he was like "ok, but do it fast" but my coffee was already paid so I approached to the door and ran as fast as I could! |
Jesus Christ I'm glad you're safe
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I can't at there being ties in the leaderboard 
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I feel like I'm going to be eliminated 
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How many are being eliminated?
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Please do them at 2, I'm here for it! Good timing
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Pretty nervous.
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ATRL Contributor
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Originally posted by CountryBritney
How many are being eliminated?
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5.
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Currently browsing: 7 members (Temporal, TheCheetahwings+, Tylerbv+, Navyofbadgals), 4 guests.
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I don't even know how many people are left in the game  5 is substantial 
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Originally posted by Temporal
5.
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Well, I'm for sure one of them.
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now i kno my hart is a gost town
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when it all falls, when it all falls down
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