How can something that use to give me so much joy make me feel so empty inside?
I wish I knew that I was doing the right thing rejoining for this season, but all this has been making me feel is extreme anxiety.
Maybe I thought my experience would persevere through the songs I made or maybe I felt like I would have some kind of support since I've been here since the beginning, but I just feel alone, unwanted, and alienated.
I guess what I'm trying to say is "this will be my last PH ever."
There's no more constructive criticism, just criticism. The rounds have become less inventive, with little character or skill building. I'm just not happy with how I felt this game would turn out.
If the instrumental making competition doesn't bear any fruit, I'll just leave ATRL for good.
Why stay where I'm no longer wanted? No one even likes me.
Sorry…
