I'm assuming that's in Vancouver or some other cold-ass remote Canadian city that makes *you* frozen 24/7. Maybe this enema will *free* the ice and you'll be able to *feel better* soon
I don't know about these forums games.. No disrespect to anybody at any of the games or the people running it. Nothing but love for you guys and your support. But I don't feel good when I'm there nor after. I try to think of it as a celebration but can't help feeling like people are rating and grading my entries. A lot of people in the threads there to be seem worried about how much points they will get or who they can cheat with. When I'm playing a regular game I feel they are there for the right reasons and to strictly have a good time! But these forum games seem so hollow. I get the premise is to award people for their entries, but is it really? Because when I look in the posts I see a bunch of fake smiles so that when the judges hit them they look happy. Sure there are people truly proud of others so I don't want to knock them I'm just looking at the vast majority. I just think to myself if I'm living my purpose I want the reward to be fulfillment. I'm getting awarded for the answers that I'm giving and not for who I am which is understandable I know it would probably be hard to calculate and award someone's spirit lol. But When I do get these points the temptation of putting my worth in what I do is so hard to fight!!!I am privileged and honored to be recognized by my peers in but in these settings I can't feel the recognition. There's an authenticity missing that I crave! And I wonder does anybody else.. Sorry not sorry about grammar it's not my strong point
Yay I did OK this round. Originally had Kiss It Better but changed it b/c it flopped or whatever. ****. Also thought to put I Knew You Were Trouble but Who Knew >>> that generic mess
