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Originally posted by Witch_Privilege
OMG. How did it go?
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So I couldnt even quite get the words. I just opened by saying/asking would you guys love me no matter what and help me get through anything? so my dad just came in and said, so you're gay? And I said yes. Then they both just started to break down and tell me how it is dangerous and they dont agree or accept it. My mom asked if there was any changing my mind. I told her no that I have tried to be with girls and I just don't feel anything with them sexually. Then she told me that she still loves me no matter what and knows I am a good person but that she doesnt agree with the lifestyle at all. My dad left and went outside and I heard him give out the biggest weep. And my mom cried more than I have ever seen her cry before.
My mom hugged me and just said all her hopes and dreams for me were shattered. I told here there are more things I can do to make her proud than have children but that maybe things would get better for gays and adopting.
Sorry for the bad grammar, didn't really give a **** about it haha.
Ultimately I think it will be ok. My mom did say she would never ever shun me or kick me out.
Edit: All of this came out after I got hospitalized this weekend from alcohol poisoning and accidental drug overdose on Tylenol, the effect with alcohol was not pleasant. So they told me no more drinking and was wondering why I was drinking so much so i told them tonight that I was doing it cause I was tired of lying to them and living a life that isn't true and that I was tired of not being myself around them.
It sounds like a lot more than I was expecting. I guess I do have some kind of (translucent) presence.
, I said to her that I wasn't lying but she still doesn't believe me, my parents, aunts and uncle accepted me though