The concept of an idol tho. Just... different, man. I get admiring and respecting someone's vision and work, and listening to it. But, when you're fronting accounts online for them.. or just like, always bustling in the headlines for what they're up to. Copying their styles, defending their every decision. Putting them ABOVE other humans.
Would you do this to anyone else? No, cuz it's creepy/would scare them. Why are you putting another existence above your own

Even if you're just obsessing over them.. it's just, really?