so yesterday was one of the most ****ed up days of my life
so me and this guy (his name is Chris) started talking a bit (he found me on some website that i had my number on and texted me, it was a backspace page [a website for male escorts, im not one i just did it as a dare
] and texted me) and we were all going good and replying back and fofrth and he asked what i charged but it was smooth and just great.
so then he hitted me up last night around 9pm asking to hang out and if i can spend the night (of course i can, my parents let me be free thankfully) and we had one of the best car rides ever. i swear to god i fell in love with him in like 30 minutes (i fall fast and hard, too fast and too hard tbh) and he has MONEY. he's the owner of some accountant company (i did my research and might have background check him a bit, okay well alot lol) and his townhouse was so good. we where watching movies, talking, went to the grocery store for midnight snacks, it all felt so damn surreal and just too good to be true (well it was tbh but i digress). t
then he had a FINE ass friend that came over to pay him back money he owed him and he brought some weed along (and other drugs that i shall not name but took as well cause im naive and dumb as hell) and i felt soooooo damn good. i was so touchy and feel on Chris and then his friend left and me and chris went upstairs and... we were talking bodies all night long (he even told me stuff his friend wanted to do to me and... whew lord i wouldn't have minded a
menage a trois if it had happened (it didnt) and it was all great.
so i woke up around 12pm and he was doing all his old people work (he was 44, idc about age honestly sometimes the older the better and more experienced) and it was again, so great and surreal. then we got dressed and he wanted to go to the gas station in his tire, then go grab lunch. so we went to the gas station and he told me to get him some quarters and a diet pepsi and when i came back outside,
he was ****ing gone.
he legit dumped me at a damn gas station and i, **** i never felt so stupid. i shouldn't have gotten out of the car, i should have gone straight home, i felt so terrified. i didn't know where i was at and thankfully my bestfriend was able to pick me up after she got off from work, but i never cried harder and never gotten so mad before in my life AND i still have some of my belongings at his house.
so i tried texting, calling him, using different numbers, everything and no reply. so a couple hours ago i got my bestfriend to text him and he replied and then she told him to respectfully return my stuff and he didn't reply back. so i have no idea if i should go over to his place and get my stuff in person or forget about it..
and he promised to pay me $500.... i feel so damn stupid.
key advice y'all: never get out of the car when a daddy tells you to buy him a diet pepsi. **** that damn pepsi.
and got Maggot Brain by Funkadelic which I have wanted to get for forever. Can't wait to start listening.
