I just had the worst month ever, I failed my exams, I found out I got anal warts from the one night stand the only sexual encounter I had in the past 5 to 6 months (how likely is that to happen?), my grandpa (my moms dad) died and he was the only grandparent I ever had they all passed away before I was born since I'm the youngest, I was ****ed over by a friend over petty **** and he ended up outing me to my family and I live in a very homophobic religious Islamic country so I was literally beat up and publicly humiliated they haven't talked to me in the past month and my dad literally spits on me whenever I sneak out of my room to grab something to eat (I was just glad that they didn't kick me out) and now I my shih tzu looks like he's on death's door and I had him for almost 6 years and I don't have the money to treat him and he doesn't look like he can be treated anyways, I've been battling with my depression throughout my life since I was forced to hide my sexuality from everyone unless I want to be shunned and publicly ridiculed,that was tolerable, but I just can't take it anymore everything in my life has gone wrong I'm cursed and I don't think I can live with this anymore I'm just glad music made it possible to go through some of these dark times but I can't go on please don't feel sorry for me I always hated that pity look I got from the rest of my family just be thankful for your easy and comfortable lives, I wish I had it in me to keep trying but I can't see you on the other side.
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are you serious?
