Fidel is my grandfather's name. I remember the last time I spoke to him over the phone he didn't even know if I was in high school or college and I remember getting annoyed about him never really making an effort to get to know me. Later he had a stroke and now he can't walk nor talk and I keep feeling guilty about feeling bothered over that. I feel bad that that was the last time I heard him speaking. Just my dad's side of the family is kind of weird.