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Originally posted by Jeiboy=berberocka
Aww  hey what is their reason that they dont wanna go with you? :/
For me..its because I was forced to migrate at a time Im not ready yet but it had to happen. So I left all my friends back in Asia and its never the same without their physical presence  ughh |
I don't know. I guess people just don't like me I suppose. They say they are too busy yet I catch them the same night partying with friends when they post about it on Facebook. I'm just really over the ********. After losing my supposed best friend (who threw me multiple surprise parties and we also paid for her to go to Cedar Point and see Lana Del Rey and Marina and the Diamonds with us) I thought it couldn't get worse but now it seems everyone is ditching me like I'm roadkill. Like whenever they need help I'm always there to help, but when I ask for help or need advice they are "too busy" or just don't care enough to talk to me. I'm over all this one-way friendship, it's always the same with my relationships. I give everything and they give nothing in return.
I'm really just ready to start over and get new friends. Even if I get none when I first get to college, it won't be any different since I'm already pretty much alone. I can't be open about my sexuality because my dad who has threatened to kill me and it just ruins everything and I have to hold back everything I say because I don't like being worried if my dad will come into my room and kill me because I'm such a "huge disappointment".
I'm done with the ******** and negativity in my life, I can't wait till I'm in college and out of here.
I'm sorry everything I said seems to be the opposite for you, if you ever need to talk, please PM me and we can talk! I hope it works out for you and you get some new friends that help you transition better.
why the trinity game closed?
