"Would you like any more medication?" No bitch, taking x amount of pills a day is not the way I want to live my life.
So anyway, he was like, we'll just wait for the diagnosis and recommend medication at a later date. Whatever.
Then my manager called me yesterday and was like, we wondered if you were willing to help over the holidays, and we know you're capable of working hard and making sure everything runs smoothly, despite the problems in your life at the moment. Okay, but why? You're currently paying me to spend time at home, at the doctors, at the hospital, and no amount of distractions is going stop the constant headaches, anxiety, depression and low moods. I need to backtrack a bit and stop dragging myself through life without first resolving the problems I have in the first place. Which is literally impossible atm.
Rambling into this keyboard is the my only form of outlet at the moment as I can't be bothered to talk to anyone.
