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Originally posted by Tymps.
I'm laughing because I'm reading through the Season 5 finale and when it was revealed I placed third Fefe was literally the only person to say anything, and Huga dragged me to the pits too in his comments. Lol I didn't have internet access when the finale happened so I saw the results much later and I had very mixed feelings!
Some of my comments:
Sometimes there's nothing you can do. I didn't have the talent to win. This is why I don't want to play again. How much better can I possibly do? My final comments were basically "You perfected what you do but it's not good enough". There's nothing I can do, really. And I'd especially hate to get to the finale again only to be placed last by every judge. I'd rather just be eliminated, that sucked. It's hard when there's no clear winner but it's harder for the clear loser.
Wow, that essay sort of happened! Guess the ultimate takeaway is that this is the type of emotion you're going to be feeling going into the finale. It is really hard and painful and be understanding.
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This is how I felt coming into this season actually. Coming second was rough, it does make you think that you can't do any more. I did my best and I still came short. But somehow I've managed to push on and make it to the Top 5 of this season again, and it feels great. No matter what happens from here, if I make the final or not, I feel like I've proven that I didn't just get to where I got last season by accident, I
can write, and if it's something I want to make into my career, I can. I don't know if you feel that way (about using your writing for a practical purpose) but I think if you're not judging next season you should definitely consider competing again. There's always room to grow, even for the best writers like yourself.