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Originally posted by Truth Teller
I forwarded the entries to the judges, but I wouldn't mind having the uncensored version for personal use.
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Aah ok fair enough haha. Here
Gay
Rap Verse 1:
I'm gay
I don't even know what to say
Wish someone would take it away
I've been on so many dates
With guys I liked and even hate
But in the end I'd tell them straight
"We're gonna have to call it a day"
Knowing my parents would frown at me
It'd break their hearts if they knew 'bout me
Always hiding who I should be
Burying my truth internally
Going through life, tumultuously
Looking at others with jealousy
Living a life I wish was me
Does anyone see what I see?
Or have I lived life with stupidity?
I just can’t do it. I just can’t lie.
Even though I do it all the time
Who do I lie to? Who do I tell truths?
The question I've battled with all my youth
Hook:
I'm gay and I don't even know what to say
I wish someone would come and take me away
If I can't live my life my way
Then there's no reason for me to stay
I'm gay and I don't even know what to say
I wish someone would come and take me away
If I can't live my life my way
Then there's no reason for me to stay
Rap Verse 2:
Fear, fear. Everybody knows fear
That inner mocking voice we all hear
I've spent most my life living in fear
Crying my tears year after year
I wished I was white so it could be clear
To be who I am without having to smear
My mum and dad and all they've reared
Sacrificed myself for his political career
My people tend to jeer and sneer
None of them bitches are ever sincere
Used to wish I could just disappear
So I could life my life free as a queer
But my fear had me stay and adhere
To all the bullshit I've had to be near
If I only knew what to do
Which road to take? Path to choose?
If I had the guts I'd give them the news
I'd say, "You taught me how to tie my shoes
Did all the things that parents do
Now I'm here disobeying you
But you won't see my point of view"
They'd probably throw me off the roof
One day my man could leave for someone new
And I'd be on my own, totally screwed
So how do I tell them the truth?
Either way I will end up bruised
Hook:
I'm gay and I don't even know what to say
I wish someone would come and take me away
If I can't live my life my way
Then there's no reason for me to stay
Rap Verse 3:
Prayed to God but it ain't worth it
He's the one that made it like this
The one who made everyone so strict
Chastised gay as being a sin
I can't help that I fell in love with dick
Gave me more than I could get from a chick
I'm sick of this shit. I'm finna just quit
Fucking with my head, I'm gonna be sick
How do they do it? Write their hits so quick
Whilst I'm here struggling to start a damn script
Why do I put myself through this?
All I want is someone to grow old with
Someone I can actually kiss in public
Walk hand in hand without being sceptic
A guy I can spent the rest of life with
Maybe even adopt one or two kids
Go to ma and pa and happy families depict
I guess that shit ain't meant for me
That's not how my life is meant to be
Or maybe it is but I'm too damn scared
I wish I had somebody that cared
So maybe it's time for me to leave
Wasted so much in a state of grief
There's so much in life that I can achieve
I won't get it here where life is breached
Hook 'til fade
!!! I'm done 
