You don't understand how hard the song is hitting me though, his only stopped talking to me since the beginning of year for no reason at all and it just plays in my head why he isn't talking to me. I feel like I'm a crazy person, I need to stop and move on.
. I don't know what to say. Maybe putting it into the song can be your way of getting closure and moving forward. If he ended it just like that then that's on him - not you. You didn't do anything wrong.