Answering tha remainder of your post, yes i was scared as **** tha first time because I was 17 and tha guy i did it to was 21. I was like omg what if i do it all wrong. According to him i did an excellent job and ever since then i haven't gotten any complaints so i just figured im a natural. That was 8 years ago
As long as they're not spreading any diseases what is the problem?
Because people have an inferiority complex when they worry about stupid stuff like that.
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But after going through my unread messages I can't believe how much people I flirted with and had convos with on here (and most where typically after dark stuff). I am ashamed of myself
I think I'm going through every black gay guy's thug phase. There is the boy at school and he's 17 and a senior and he is so hot to me. Btdtw & lonnie have seen him and say he's ugly but omg his presence. I want him to hurt me sooooo bad you guys don't understand. Whenever i see him I'm just starstruck and I know he sees me looking at me but I don't care. I am in LOVE and he doesn't even know my name or acknowledge I exist. I walk by hi every day since i walk certain ways on purpose.
You're crushing hard. I remember this feeling. Kind of miss it.