I'm going to write as many horrible thoughts in my head and i don't care if you get annoyed i have nothing to lose
I have no friends, everyone hates me, everyone wished i was dead already, i'm not losing anything if i killed myself
The tragic thing is that i keep telling myself that everything is going to be alright but it's never going to be alright and my future is not looking great and i don't think i will ever have a future