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Originally posted by Frankmusik
WaiT. I'm the same way.  I blamed it on the fall weather but I honestly don't know what's wrong with me. Some of my friends though I was all depressed and suicidal and they're probably still worried but I don't think it's anything like that. I just don't know what to do with myself lately. In a few weeks I'm going to look back and be like I was sooo melodramatic or something. Or I'll spiral further and further down until I'm so unmotivated I starve in my bed. But let's hope it doesn't get to that.
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It's like that Metric song that goes like "I'm not suicidal, I just can't get out of bed."
Which s a very precise description of my current state of mind.
Worst part is, I always bellyache and complain about how I never get to do anything fun or go someplace nice yet whenever a chance presents itself, I'm like "Nah, **** that ****".
I need to pull my **** together.