I'm shocked but I agree with Paris on this one, Scheiße is L-Y-F-E!
I deleted Dope but I have I Wanna Be With You saved as Dope if that counts
Still love this one the most
But thanks for going down the history and showing us the evolution
It's just that everything is so strange. She's like a completely different person now. It's like back then she was Lady Gaga, you know, and now she's being who she really is and it scares me so much because that would mean that I've been stanning for a mirage all this time. And sometimes she talks about her past eras and throws these bitter comments like she didn't like how her voice was edited, that she wasn't herself, that this will be her real first album... I need to know that Lady Gaga was real, not an act and that Gaga is still Lady Gaga.
I'm embarrassed that this is kinda a meltdown but I've been thinking and this is how I feel
It's just that everything is so strange. She's like a completely different person now. It's like back then she was Lady Gaga, you know, and now she's being who she really is and it scares me so much because that would mean that I've been stanning for a mirage all this time. And sometimes she talks about her past eras and throws these bitter comments like she didn't like how her voice was edited, that she wasn't herself, that this will be her real first album... I need to know that Lady Gaga was real, not an act and that Gaga is still Lady Gaga.
I'm embarrassed that this is kinda a meltdown but I've been thinking and this is how I feel
It seems like she gave up the Lady GaGa persona a long time ago. I think your fears are correct, everyone in the business starts out with a persona - something for people to latch onto. She kinda abandoned it pretty early on.
It's just that everything is so strange. She's like a completely different person now. It's like back then she was Lady Gaga, you know, and now she's being who she really is and it scares me so much because that would mean that I've been stanning for a mirage all this time. And sometimes she talks about her past eras and throws these bitter comments like she didn't like how her voice was edited, that she wasn't herself, that this will be her real first album... I need to know that Lady Gaga was real, not an act and that Gaga is still Lady Gaga.
I'm embarrassed that this is kinda a meltdown but I've been thinking and this is how I feel
Just because you're sharing your feelings doesn't mean it's a meltdown
I think she's throwing those bitter comments because she misses slaying the charts like during her hey days. It's not like she abandoned anything, she's just simply evolved; imagine her previous eras like a cocoon and during ARTPOP/C2C she metamorphosed in a butterfly
I found my journal from when I almost had a breakdown a year and a half ago last night. Just a really, really dark time in my life that reminded me of some really awful things that happened.
Listening to Dope reminded me that it is okay, I made it past it, found someone who treats me incredibly who I'll one day see the world with.
nnn; he meant his diary, the poor thing was going through a bad stuff when he wrote it and felt bad after he found it
Oh no. I'm sorry to hear about that.
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I found my journal from when I almost had a breakdown a year and a half ago last night. Just a really, really dark time in my life that reminded me of some really awful things that happened.
Listening to Dope reminded me that it is okay, I made it past it, found someone who treats me incredibly who I'll one day see the world with.
I want the G.U.Y. pillows 
