Will I become another ape abandoning Lord
(good thing is I won't abandon Lord for Kpop aka one of the worst things happened to pop music in Asia
Tried listening to a few groups and can't get into any's discography, not even the most GeePee-friendly Snsd their discography.)
I don't want to see the faithful disciple in me die

I don't want to stop stanning because of growing old and school and shhiii

I WANT TO DOUBT THE LORD TOO WITH HER CURRENT DIRECTION BUT ALMOST EVERY EX-DISCIPLE (cfc, ape etc) IS DOING THAT MAKING ME HAVING NO CHOICE BUT TO HAVE FAITH IN LORD!
don't mind me I'm having a meltdown rn