He never tries to be a ****ing actually tries to have a relationship with me. The only time he talks to me is when he wants to berate me and treat me like I'm garbage & tries to "restrict" me from doing ****. That's all he ****ing does. He took my ****ing key from me BECAUSE I LEFT IT IN THE DOOR ONE ****ING TIME & I had to stand outside for a ****ing hour because he locked the door after my mom said she would leave it open for me. He's always looking for ways to do stupid **** like that. He's "banned" me from being anywhere other than my room after midnight (which is why I usually post so much after that time, because I literally have nothing to do), because he don't want me interrupting him when he watches ****

Every time I eat something, he criticises me. Whenever he sees me he has to make some ****ing comment about my body. When I had a suicide attempt and was in a really bad way he didn't give a **** or tried to help me at all. He's such a ****ing ****. This morning he ****ing woke me up at 8 in the morning for LITERALLY NO ****ING REASON and I went back to sleep and he comes in room and tells me to wake up again and starts yelling at me like he always does. He told me he didn't care what time it was or how I was feeling and told me to get back up and tried to make me leave the ****ing house.
Like, Jesus ****ing Christ just ****ing die already.