At this point I feel like you guys are just snubbing me

. I put WAY more effort in my applications than some of the people that made it and I've been rejected THREE times in a row now. It's ridiculous. Do you guys not realize that I'm trying to show you guys that I'm worth more than last place and 12th place?
Is my reputation too tarnished for you guys to actually accept me now or something? You act like I'm some drug addict that will never get sober to be honest and for the past three seasons I've been applying this because I want to prove to everyone that I'm worth more than just some meltdown bitch on this site but you guys aren't even letting me get that chance DESPITE all the effort I've put into my apps these last three submissions.
I better get some constructive criticism, and GOOD constructive criticism because I sure as hell do not want to hear "Your essay was not good enough" or "It's too late bitch". I need some REAL constructive criticism, because I am NOT giving up until I make the house again. If it takes 1000 tries to get in again then so be it.
YOU better be ready each season because I am NOT going down without a fight.
GOT IT?