I have stopped relying on my gaydar for a long time now. It's like, I kinda forgot how it works lol. But sadly I'm pretty sure that my crush is straight. Like, he's the only guy I know who openly speaks that he doesn't care whether person is straight or gay (omg I'm so proud of him when he claims it that way
). You know, there are two other guys in my class, they're like obsessed with gays (in a bad way), always talk how they should be killed etc. And I have got some signs from their body language and behaviour, looks like someone is in the closet
Last October (or something) as a phone locksreen my crush had...... that picture of pigs, same as was used as Swine backdrop at Gagas iTunes fest. I was almost about to ask him, like OMG! But then I realized that it's most not related, like... do you believe that somebody would secretly stan for Gags?
Sorry for writing things nobody cares about, but I'm such a freak that is really thirsty just to see his crush tomorrow at school
)
). But there was this time when I found out that he lives in the subdivision next to mine!!! So the very next morning, I hopped on my bike and had to navigate the entire subdivision where he lived with only a mental image of a map (courtesy of google maps 
) (I only knew which part of the subdivision he lived because his sister's tweets show the location 
and he is demanding that i sing for him 
i can't sing for **** but i don't wanna be rude & say i won't do it 
. Basically all my friends are in relationships and It ****ing sucks 
