I would throw a party
Still it would not come
I would bike run swim
And still it would not come
I'd go traveling
And still it would not come
I would starve myself
And still it would not come
If I'm masculine I will be taken more seriously
If I take a break it would make me irresponsible
If I'm elusive I will surely be sought after often
If I need assistance then I must be incapable
I'd be productive
And still it would not come
I'd be celebrated
And still it would not come
I'd be the hero
And still it would not come
I'd renunciate
And still it would not come
That I would be loved even when I numb myself
That I would good even when I am overwhelmed
That I would be loved even when I was fuming
That I would be good even if I was clingy