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Originally posted by Chemist
but what kind of p0rn do you watch?. Do you get turned on by women?
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I still get turned on by gay **** and I still watch it, but I've started to get into other things lately. It's very new though so I've had trouble actually finding straight or bi **** that stars beautfiful natural looking women. I can't stand the Jenna Jameson look, I find it off putting to say the least. I prefer natural looking girls just as I do guys. I can't watch anything by Falcon studios either. I just stick with amateur
I've been thinking about vaginas a lot lately (what a thing to say
) and I used to be repulsed by the mere thought of them but now I find them so intriguing
I have no idea what's going on tbh
), but my criterias of attraction are different for each of the genders. I don't look for the same qualitites in a man as I do in a woman. Its upsetting/confusing cuz I used to think I was just gay, which I was fine with, but it never felt quite right, I'll admit.. its troubling especially since I was kinda getting settled in a gay identity. Recollecting my feelings over time I guess I've come to the conclusion that I'm gonna stop trying to categorize my sezuality and just see what happens.. I was in love with a girl in 2012 but I repressed it and tried to shake it off 
Now it's really awkward because I know she liked me too at the time and the last time we met we had the longest most weird hug I've ever experienced. 
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That's why I've decided to stop trying to figure it out and just see what feels natural. I reject the label 'bisexual' though, I wanna be free of labels for a while. I need to get used to this **** 
