Where do I start?
I've been seeing the same guy for 9 months now but the past week and half have been REALLY bad and rough. Two days ago we had a LONG, multiple hour, talk and talked about everything. During this talk he told me he loves me for the first time, and I told him I love him too. He's the first person i've ever loved and to hear that he loved me too and be able to tell him that made me happier than i've ever been. it seemed like all our problems from the past week and half were gone.
Fast forward two days to today, I tried to spend time with him and he says we should talk first. he says he's been thinking and while everything he said the other day is true he doesn't think we should be together because it'll be better for both of us if we take a break. I practically begged him to reconsider and now we're going to talk again in a few days to make a final decision.
I love him so much and the thought of losing him kills me
Either way, I'm too ugly/boring/uninteresting for anyone to notice me or take a second look, if not first. 
