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Originally posted by boyonce
Thanks Matty for saving my butt this week. I won't let you down. I may have stumbled this week, but I feel like some redemption's on the horizon.
And collin (and ethan as well), I've been thinking about last night's blowup lots - in fact I had an entire paragraph typed out and I just deleted it. I'd rather just say sorry for my part in it. I think we're both guilty of blowing things way out of proportion and making it something it didn't need to be, and for my part, I'm sorry. When I really think about it, I think it comes down to the fact that I was more hurt than I wanted to admit. I know how totally lame it sounds to admit that something someone said on the internet hurt my feelings, so I think I was trying to come across as "unbothered" to try to cover that up. But if I'm being totally honest, I felt ganged up on by you guys, and I felt like the attacks on every single thing I said in this thread, plus your wall to wall convos laughing about how my entry would be in the bottom made me feel more hurt than I wanted to admit. In an effort to appear stronger and not hurt by how you guys were treating me, I pushed back...and I don't like how I came across. And so, I'd like to apologize. I'd like to apologize for a) letting what you guys said get to me on a personal level, and b) being aggressive back. I should have just ignored and moved on rather than spinning round on circles like we did.
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I'm sorry to have felt ganged up on - we were all just teasing you, is all.
I've been rooting for you since the start, I feel bad that any negative connotations were made with
the things I said, I certainly did not mean it to go that way
And the only reason the wall posts existed is because I was upset.
Don't take it as an attack on your character, I just hate it when things are misunderstood is all.
I like to be heard out and understood, it's hard for me to be taken the wrong way.
Also, ethan is right in most of what he has said; I agree.
Silly envy was a factor in it all, so instead of using it against you we just used it to tease you.
Like... who WOULDN'T have been jealous of the rankings you had?
Instead of being rude bxtches, we just wanted to make dumb humor from it is all.
It was really just lighthearted self-shade - at least, that's how I was attempting to make it come across as
I apologize, too
All is good. I'm glad this is done.
But it appears as if it's come to be that way 
Survivor just had the most epic meltdown of all time. Hopefully Top Member can pull some drama ratings without me.