I had THE WORST EXPERIENCE w/ love last year.
Last year was the year I first came out, b/c I liked this guy who I thought was out. He wasn't

So I OBSESSED over him and we talked and flirted all the time and he finally came out near the end of the year and said he would've dated me if I wasn't white

I was so head over heels in love with him and he was such a ****ing dick tbh I cried so much b/c of him (at first he told me he didn't like me, but he was in the closet at that time)