1- BEING BLACK
this is the story of a guy
who wanted a brighter life
everything fell down
and now he's being black
hell, above
no way to run
death's coming so fast
and i need to hide
that's why i decided
to be black
i'm being black
til i just find
a little bit
of redemption
i'm being black
trying to hide
a little sin
i just made out
that's why i'm being black
don't wanna get caught
i need to live more
gotta find my own hope
before i get old
and being alone
so sad anymore
runing fast
throught the dark
feeling it a little bit raw
hidden place
just perfect
death won't find me*finally
that's why i'm being black!!!
2-SUNSHINE
just a fairytale i read
and i walked throught paradise
without opening my eyes
i thought it was just real
but is not
and i'm getting clear
cuz i
just demand a real life
everything's possible at sunshine
where the smiles are true, unique
and the trust seems to be again
so into my heart til the end...
surrounded by tortuous words
leaking on the red
being sometimes upset
why does it seem slow?
i'm being positive without
a real thing on hands
trying to escape
so far from my mess (but)
it's clever, amazing
this sunshine amazes me
it's clear, so real
i don't have to fear
just give me my trial
to get the cheat codes
avance to the*final*line
the fixation's on my mouth
just read my lips
3- MY HATE
gotta, gotta, gotta
gotta run faster
i'm hating you nasty
and i'm being naughty
so spoiled
not
under control
without a chain on my neck
me and my hate
so dangerous
gotta run faster
me and my hate
powerful guns
nothing's alive
gotta run from my hate
so t-o-x-i-c is it
just killing little lambs
making it by hands
being so rude this month
and if
you decided to cheat on me now
you'll now who i am
your death will arrive
don't mess with me
little bastard
go and get clever
get so nasty
badabadabadabada (oh)
i won't be under control
in my game i got no rules
just my hate domains the crew
don't hate me
i hate you
you hurt me
i killed you
this time i
directed
the scene
from your lover
it sucks!!!!
gotta, gotta, gotta, gotta
gotta kill me if you want revenge
i'm not ready to be nice
you know how good i am
but if you fool me
i'm just out of my mind
i get crazy, overloaded
so frustrated like a beast
give me a gun for killing me
i'm not bigger than my hate
give the credits to my hate...
4- INTOXICATING
are you happy now?
do you enjoy your time?
is he all you want?
does he give you all you want?
i'm being intoxicating
touching my lips with my tongue
kissing every boy at the bar
playing a little well my cards
i'm being so intoxicating
no memory about the boy i was
getting all the attention
but i'm not being a ****
do you enjoy what he gives to you?
is he the one you dream about?
am i intoxicating your dreams?
go on and pray for me
you lost all that i gave you
don't say i'm ***** just*because you let*me*go
take off your hand of my arm
i'm being better since we break up
5- DOWN
what a beautiful sight i get
this time, i remember
when loneliness was taking
my whole life
my whole world
my entire mind
i was so alone
with no one to hold
with no love to myself
and i used to be so down
so lost at the pain i brought
memories don't fail to me
i used to be so damn down
i regret of that
the rainbow is out, today
and birds sing so well
kids runnig at parks
ladies buying a new purse
and taxes are so high
finally i see it all
now i got my opened eyes
and i'm walking near the sky
love is not easy to find
like a myth or somehow
you have to wait your half life
to find someone who looks alike
to the person you dreamed
this way it's mean to be
what a beautiful sight i get
6- THE OTHER SIDE OF THE BED
this winter's so cold
no coat to get warm
my skin's breaking up
and my head aches
i rather to be sleeping
than walking alone
i rather be working
or writing
than be at bed alone
and this winter's on my mind
and the sun won't come out
and i question to myself
who will be sleeping
at the other side of the bed?
this pain's so old
i don't know what i've done
imaginary lovers
made me wisper prayers
my bed's lonely too
no pet to chear me up
and my gloves are like ice
i just can't get my warmth
i just can't be mine
just a hug could bring the heat
a kiss could make me believe
i'd not need my socks
or my sweeter after all
i'd be naked walking on
i'd be flying like a hawk
i'd be walking*above*a*rope
smeone just give me a hope...
7- FEARLESS
do you think i'm fearless?
tell me why do you think that?
i'm feeling a little lost
cuz i don't have any for sure
and it cost me a lot
i just borrowed a*broom
i needed to clean up
all the memries i got
maybe i'm fearless outside
my face could seem so safe
but my inner child
has got a new fear today
is growing up
is killing me slow
is making me cry
so i'm not fearless anymore
this bruising life's stuck
at the middle of the world
there is not even a fruit
to mean something real
no budgies singing
no kittens fighting
this life's full of fears
maybe you don't see them
public warning, of my life
cuz my fears
are really growing up
i used to be
fearless enough
but now
i'm being odd
8- THESE ARE MY TEARS
there you have
everything that you wanted
and you leaving me alone
why?
tell me why?
no, you know i cannot cry
so i'm not crying for you
not even for myself
yeah, my suffering's different
no you won't watch me laying sad on the floor
so go
it's better this way
my letters will contain
painful words
bruising thoughts
and yeah
these are my tears
no phisically involved
just kisses and hugs
they meant a lot when they were
yeah
so deep they were
no, maybe i cannot lie
maybe i'm tired of all
maybe i still love you dumb
it's hard to erase a feeling you're still feeling
most when you started to love someone for real
hey you, these are my tears
my words
my thoughts
my memories
even you
became a tear
of happiness
but it was erased
forced to vanish
9- ABOUT YOU
few i things i liked about you
when we were just friends
when we never think of love
xtreme, so cool, and freak
alternative, so into it
you were sharing with me
a lot of things of you
and now i know you more
we can be one in love
that's what i like*about*you
riding bycicle everyday
after school we drank few sodas
we did our homeworks together
you learned to say "awkdelicious"
and now, we got a chance
we got a new day to say
silly things as we used to
you like it about me
i like it about you
you look alike to me
but yu're tallen than me
i just love it
10- TOUCHED BY AN ANGEL
hey there, i dreamed last night with you
maybe you're not interested
but i wanna share this dream with you
i was sit at the park
so lonely walking at night
i was thinking a lot
about you, and me, us
then a light came out
lightting all the sky
you fell down so slow
and touch my shoulder so soft
it's like i'm being touched by an angel
when i was needing some redemption
you came here to give me attention
and i felt the innovation
so happy you are that angel
on my dreams, on my life too
then we walked til my house
you lighted my room again
you made me sleep
i took some rest since it
i woke up this morning
feeling this dream true
so i came here to the park
and now i'm seeing you
you, angel, of love
of peace of rest
you, lighted my way
you, guided me again
you, made me believe
in me, in you, in us
i'm touched by an angel
every single time i see you
11- CHAINED
chained once again
chained by my name
chained by the hate
chained by the world
i'm not
dangerous
i'm being
so cool
and i'm not
that cruel
you know
it's true
running, fighting, feeling, hating
now ay to stop
killing, spitting, screaming, being
so chained by my words
i'm not
silly
not anymore
you know
i'm yours
this world
it sucks
**** it
system
do it right
get it, get it, get it
spit it out
let your soul breathe this air
so toxicmaniac
unforgivable facts
let it show off
as it should
don't hide it any longer please
let it out
don't let you brain be burned
think a lot
show some love
unchained you passion please
i'm chained
for not too long
give me five minutes
i'll unchained myself now!!!!!!
12- A LITTLE BIT CONFUSING
girl, boy, drag, oh my god
for some people it could be
a little bit confusing
but now let me explain you
how the things are today
hey, i can't love girls
and, i just love boys
no i won't be a drag
and i still belive in god
at first it always seems
a little bit confusing
is like i'm sharing my new world
how the things are today
try to admit it
you know how i like it
and you seem to be confused
maybe you like it too
a little bit confusing
even for me when i realized it
but now my minds so*clear
so i forgot another fear
13- KILLING ME
don't explain, no excuses
ride alone in your white horse
charming prince you're not lovely
and that's now killing me
oh, dear, please wake up
is not a dream anymore
you, now, gotta go
and i gotta dream once again
but charming prince thanx for comming here
so bad our love's not for real
just a nightmare at meal
but you will find cinderella
or maybe*you're just too smug
snow white won't ride your horse
neither me, neither you
we're not connected anymore
you were like a dream come true
but now i know you were not
inside the forest is a tower
with a spoiled prince so "rich"
the mother****er is so vain
you just match perfectly with him
go **** together, you finally deserve it
go **** together, and let me alone.....
the fall is comming
the air will get so cold
but in the forest will be burning
the flames of the newly love
you will be burned at hell too
you won't find the way out
my hate make you want more
so you better take aproach
you, bitches, runaway
i'm gonna be the king above you ****
14-WAR & LOVE
everything's possible at war and love
you*know it too
so let me play this game
blindfolding my eyes
shooting my arrow high
let's see who's the first one getting hurt
15- ALL THAT YOU'VE DONE
my safety came back
my loneliness fades on
the tears are not here anymore
and a smile is drawing up my face
it's all that you've done
for me
you brought my life back
thanx for all
if it's all that you've done
why don't stay
making me happy again
no more bad thoughts
no more pain inside of me
no more hate against love
no more payers, you're finally at home
ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
ooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
yeahhhhhhhhhhh
all that i'm doing is for you
giving you the best of me
making you feel safe, so complete
making you confortable
making you feeling at home...