Not really. It's guaranteed to me. I'm more worried about how my loved ones will handle it. Like how I worry how I could ever handle losing any of them.
I use to be. But it's kind of whatever now. My philosophy teacher says that fearing death is pointless. You weren't afraid before you were born/conceived. Why be afraid of what's after?
I think i'm more afraid of how it's going to happen and hoping that I don't suffer. And I obviously don't want to go before I'm ready. But the death part, whatever, I won't know the difference after the fact. I don't believe in hell and all that other ********. I didn't know the difference before I got here and I won't when I'm gone. lol
Yes, and I feel like I'll wind up dying before I'm 50. I don't know why. I've been thinking about death constantly ever since December 2009. I'm afraid of the pain that's involved. I don't wanna try to breathe just to find out I can't. To fight for air scares the **** out because it hurts so much when you don't have it. It's like an anvil is sitting on your chest.