um..i guess if you guys treat him like this then theres no way that he's going to leave.
seriously, my friend did things like that to get negative attention for 3 YEARS and shes STILL doing it.
but yeah once you get past it...
and some advice for cash flow: don't make up stories just to get attention. lying doesn't help you.
and if you want friends in real life, then talk to them. and don't say the stuff you've been saying here. thats NOT going to help you. and don't try to do some wacked up thing. just compare interests and stuff, and don't be like 'OMG POOR ME" or make up stories about somebody dying. it'll get you absolutely nowhere.
EDIT: btw, killing yourself is a sin. if you care.