[JDM]

I'm 19 going on 20 and still a virgin. Sex is overrated and I don't see what's so special about wasting it in high school. I'm not waiting until marriage but I'm not looking to **** someone I barely know either. ~_~

[Wenurgune]

Originally posted by Myspace Bulletion

Lately, or should I say in the past year or so, I've been gettting these depression mood swings. I feel like this 'internet' life is making me feel this way. Making internet friends, losing them...etc. etc. I was so happy back then (even without friends) when I used to watch my TV shows every single night, then now lately I watch them like once a week if I'm lucky. I'm just gonna get away from this internet life, or try too.

It can be hard sometimes having no friends, sometimes I wish I could have the real thing. Not just some internet friends. The main 'cause' of this tonight was because this one guy I was talking to told me we couldn't talk anymore and that got me depressed.

I love you all! If you want to talk to me, always message me or something. I might later give in and download them again, but right now I can't be living this depressed life. I'm too good of a soul for that.

Lot's of love,

Kevin.

(If you can talk me into getting AIM/MSN back, I'd love to hear it, but for now...let me regain my life again...)

Yep...I just need to regain my life back...

[Fireman25]

Good luck Kevin!

[Shane!]

Good luck man.. hey add my aim & msn it's in my profile... then at least leave it on when you're not there and you could go on for like half an hour a day

[R`0`K`R]

hey kevin you'll still be around PF right?

[Wenurgune]

Here is a new bulletion post...

Maybe I will download them again...BUT....I'm going to watch what I say to people from now on.

And I'm gonna go back to my daily night schedule where I watch my shows every night again. Truth is...(Xena/Hercules)...are my best friends and they make me feel loved. They make my life happy. I love this show...it touches me in my heart.

So I guess I might download them later this week...sorry for being an attention *****...I didn't mean it to turn out like this. I just broke down last night and wasn't thinking.

I'm usually not like this...(well if I'm not thinking clearly maybe...), but yeah, expect them back later this week I guess. Because I feel like I'm letting some of my 'true' friends down. Some of these friends really do care about me and I shouldn't let one person ignore those people who do care about me.

Love you all again....

Kevin.

In other words, I can't let one person, make me forget about the people who do care about me. I'll download them again, most likely later this week.

The irony? That guy who made me depressed and broken down last night is talking to me again . I texted him today and told him I was sorry for what I said and it was out of line. Stupid and dumb of me. So anyways....

But everynight I'm gonna go back to watching TV....I think that's what happened to me lately. I stopped watching my shows and it just changed me.

[Wenurgune]

hey kevin you'll still be around PF right?

I guess you can say that (PF doesn't bother me...it's the people on MSN/AIM)

[Wenurgune]

I'm gonna watch this...Has anyone seen it yet? I hope it's good .

I also bought...

Pirates of the Cabribbean 1 & 2
Batman Begins (2005)

Linkin Park's new one .

Oh and I also got some Rollerblades and face wash (Like you needed to know that)

[Chemist]

that movie is pretty good....in metacritic.com it has an impressive 98/100

[Fireman25]

never heard of it. What's it about?

[Wenurgune]

OMG!!!

It was in Spanish

I had to read it....

I spent my whole movie watching reading a book....

[►Liyoh◄]

Boooo

I loved that movie and what's wrong eith reading i mean, i always read the suibtitles when i watch french or German movies. lazy U

[~A*D*O*R*A~]

I heard about that when it came out and it looked really interesting - it reminded me of a darker opposite to The Secret Garden. I haven't got to seeing it yet but that's nothing unusual.

[Wenurgune]

And then there was this one guy....who wanted to go c2c with me. And I was like...I don't have one. Then he stops responding...so I say you there? He says...yes. Then 5 minutes later, I'm like...if I did have a cam what would you want me to do? and he was like....

K you are getting annoying...I'm deleting you from my list

These guys need help...seriously. And yet you guys think I need help

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And another one...he just signed on. Started a video conversation. Saw that I didn't have a cam and just signed off and deleted me. WTF? I think I'm staying away from that chat now....this world is sick!

Disgusting. I found at least two guys who are worthy of talking to at least

*this is getting more and more into a blog worthy post...sorry....:-\ (maybe I should just edit this and put part of it into my blog)*

One second....

[Angelo]

is that a guy from popfusion?

[Wenurgune]

Suga...

[Champ]

just because of this :

[Wenurgune]

[Shane!]

thats good to know

[yankee04]

Just what I wanted to know. You are the only person I know who uses more symbols than words.