On Friday I went to a **** party with my friend (one of like 4 guys there). Lesbos can
smoke, Jesus Christ. It was generally wack lmao, they played "Thong Song" and Avril's 'Girlfriend'. BUT they also played "Gimme More" and "Toxic".
I got home at 6.
And now as to why yours truly was de****INGpressed last blog:
1. Paranoia at people possibly being able to "sniff me out", and in one case my suspicions were confirmed.
2. Guilt that I may have led my former best friend to become a pothead. Not so much that, but I found out after losing contact with him that he did two weeks in jail doing crazy **** to get his hands on piff.
3. Pressure from my parents to potentially switch out my major (Journalism) to something potentially more lucrative in the long run, like computer engineering.
4. Loneliness: I barely see anybody from last semester anymore, nor my friends from high school who attend my college either. I have a two hour break I spend wandering around doing absolutely **** by my damn self.
5. The ever present motif, and possibly punchline of my life: unemployment.
Add that onto losing one of my pet dogs, a test, and all the other ******** life throws at you and you would be crazy too. But I'm better, at least for now.
DASS RIIGHT! [/ciara]
... my blog flops a lot 2... 
That sounds like the problem. And if you're actually able to work and deal with people without busting their face open (yours truly), finding one shouldn't be too hard. I don't know. I can't say anything about loneliness because I've been dealing with that for years now. The only friends I had were lowlife drug addicts, one of which used me for money and Internet usage -- everyone else has been busy with other people and their schoolwork/jobs. That's fine with me. 
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