let me spill some real tea to you guys rn.
I've never been in a stable relationship, except for one. My first boyfriend & I dated for almost a year & that was everything. But we cut it off cuz he is in a gang & he couldn't be sneaking around with a boy. Ever since then I've only been with assholes that are too clingy, or straight up just dgaf. Physically, I have a great record. But emotionally it's just a mess. I feel like i'm ****ing cursed, you don't even understand. Like I've dated 12 (13 with Cameron) people, & only 1 has actually cared about ME. I always tell myself that I can hold him/her down & i always end up getting ****ed over in the end. some of these relationships don't even last 2 weeks, which shows how easily i fall for people. So yes, I know damn well I'm an idiot for staying with Cameron after the **** he's done.