It was real bad for me though... I didn't like leaving the house, meeting new people was a burden because it was more people I had to stay on my toes around, I didn't go out on weekends with my friends because I was afraid to run into certain people at school who always gave me looks as if they knew, afraid that they would say something and thus creating even more awkwardness between me and the little group of friends I had. I basically changed my whole personality to be more "masculine" to the point when I didn't even know what my personality was like anymore. It was so HARD sis! Just talking about it hurts tbh. And to think all that came from the ****ing bagatelle that I liked boys. Basically wasted what was supposed to be a really happy and exciting time in my life.
I feel like I'm wasting my prime years out of fear and rejection.
Looking for gay boys is like a car ride with Brandy. You run through gay people un-expectantly all day and don't figure out their gay until it's too late and they're gone.
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Sis did you play hide and go get it? Only to go get it from Little Jimmy?
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But Sinny, would it really matter for you anyways?
I love you, too. I still think Kristen Stewart is a moderately talented, basic bitch, but I love you.
When my future wife blows you out of the water in "On The Road" and "Snow White and The Huntsman", I'm going to need your review and an apology for slandering her good name.
I have had thoughts as such but those were back when I was still discovering my sexuality & discovering ****.
.. Funny how I use to always stand in the mirror & pretend I was straight; talk with a deep voice, flex my muscles etc .. I still do it, today, except when I'm done pretending, I pop my bootay and say "BYE"
Looking for gay boys is like a car ride with Brandy. You run through gay people un-expectantly all day and don't figure out their gay until it's too late and they're gone.
However, I must confess that sometimes I envy bisexual people... I feel that they have more options
Ew why? Bi people can either choose to have tha popsicles or tha molded cranberry sauce. I'm sure popsicles are much more healthier,more delicious by default
Marnie just booked. Y'all didn't even see it coming. She went ghost on y'all asses.
why do u always seem that im attacking everyone, did u guys all forget what u said to me 2 months ago? and all agreed, i should of said all, i should of said most.... but not the point was really pointing out that most of them that are out there seem more outgoing then the ones that havent came out the closest.
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I really don't know how to take this post, why do you always leave me so confused Marnie?
Ninja mindshit.
you werent on that day roco so i understand if ur confused lol.
Yeah I struggled with it, but not to the point of wishing & praying I wasn't born gay.
No, I don't wish I was wired differently. Men >>>>>
I don't think you need to come out unless you want to. Like some people announce that their gay when first meeting someone. And, I don't see the need since I'm not doing anything sexual with you, nor do I plan on it.
No. Why you might ask? Because, ***** disgusts me. Boobs are perfect, but the ***** just looks so grotesque in pictures. Not saying there aren't some nice ones, but those come a dime a dozen imo.
When my future wife blows you out of the water in "On The Road" and "Snow White and The Huntsman", I'm going to need your review and an apology for slandering her good name.
Ew why? Bi people can either choose to have tha popsicles or tha molded cranberry sauce. I'm sure popsicles are much more healthier,more delicious by default
Popsicle's do nothing to sooth your soul. They are unhealthy, and give you cancer and diabetes. While cranberry sauce is delicious, healthy, and makes you happy.
