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Discussion: Archived: Random Thoughts (#1)
Member Since: 6/15/2010
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Originally posted by eli's_rhythm
I FINALLY just came out to my two closest straight friends (twin brothers). It was really cool, and I'm really impressed by them.
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Happy for you  . Are you out to all of your family + friends now?
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Originally posted by TakeItOff!
I'm seconds from spilling his tea, someone stop me before he kicks my ass.
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Wait, he came out to you and apologized?
What's there left to spill?
@iBeyonce: wish you all the luck with your exam 
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Member Since: 6/26/2010
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Originally posted by eli's_rhythm
I FINALLY just came out to my two closest straight friends (twin brothers). It was really cool, and I'm really impressed by them.
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I'm happy for you, congrats 
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Originally posted by EarlyMorning
This explains why you've been so quiet lately. Anyway, do what Eli said his advice in that area is golden. But on the family side don't give them too much energy. Yeah it sucks feeling as if you disappointed them, but not at the cost of you feeling this upset. Especially since they'll (as you just said) already make you feel crappy from maybe not graduating with the rest of your class. Which could've been avoided had the family actually taken some initiative when it came to studying & grades. Now turn that frown upside down & work for what you deserve.
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Thank you. I really just want to walk. i dont mind going to summer school or something I just want to be able to walk across that stage cause I'm a very optimistic person and I know all good things dont always come to you at once. OK so what I have to go to summer school as long as I get to college and start ******** I'm good. I'm just praying I atleast get to walk. They let my friends sister walk at graduation and another girl too but they didnt even pass their state test. So atleast give me the satisfaction of walking if nothing else, but I'm about to fight like hell. This will be a nice little story to scare my children & grand kids with. "baby I almost didn't graduate but I did so you better do you work." My children are gonna **** so hard.
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Member Since: 12/28/2010
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Originally posted by iBeyoncé.
I never get the easy way out. I always have to go through hell and back. I hate this mess. I have no one to blame but myself but God why is it everyone else can take a free ride but if I try I always have to deal with the worse. It seems like whenever I have a long period of happiness a huge part of sadness must come and knock me down. I'm on the edge right now on the verge of tears. I really need things to start going my way right now. What I need is a miracle, but it's too late for that and now I might have to suffer the undeserved consequences, but that's not a surprise. Misery always goes after the happiest of people.
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the same problem with me 
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Member Since: 12/28/2010
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Originally posted by eli's_rhythm
I FINALLY just came out to my two closest straight friends (twin brothers). It was really cool, and I'm really impressed by them.
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thats cool. did you tell your parents
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Originally posted by iBeyoncé.
graduation is next Friday and I may not graduate because I'm not passing trig. I've never failed ONE class in my LIFE and this happens. It's not fair. I've been accepted into college, I have all 24 of my credits & I passed all 4 state test and I made a 20 on my ACT. I was so happy about finally getting out of that hell hole and now I've just been ******* on. It's my fault I cant blame anyone but myself but I just don't get math. I've never been good in math. My attention span is HORRIBLE. I don't bother anyone. I keep to myself, but everyone else manages to get a free ride but whenever I try to get one it bites me in the ass. Now I have to beg my trig teacher for help but I doubt he helps. Whats worse is my family is so happy about me graduating. My friend is Salutatorian and they just got on me about not applying myself and ****. I almost cried cause they dont even know I might not graduate. I will be so hurt and embarrased if they invited all those people and told them I was graduating and I don't get to walk. Math ****ing sucks and now everyone who doesn't know me and truly thinks I'm a dumbass will believe they were right about me and the peopel who know how smart I am and have seen me excel greatly will be so upset in me. I already know if I dont graduate my family will just make me feel even worse instead of trying to life me up. **** My Life truly.
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Sis, I've been there. I didn't get to walk either. My school was so strict I wasn't even allowed to buy prom tickets because I was failing classes.
You'll be okay. You'll go to summer school, do well, and ace it. I promise you that years later, it won't even be a concern.
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Member Since: 5/23/2010
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Originally posted by iBeyoncé.
Thank you. I really just want to walk. i dont mind going to summer school or something I just want to be able to walk across that stage cause I'm a very optimistic person and I know all good things dont always come to you at once. OK so what I have to go to summer school as long as I get to college and start ******** I'm good. I'm just praying I atleast get to walk. They let my friends sister walk at graduation and another girl too but they didnt even pass their state test. So atleast give me the satisfaction of walking if nothing else, but I'm about to fight like hell. This will be a nice little story to scare my children & grand kids with. "baby I almost didn't graduate but I did so you better do you work." My children are gonna **** so hard.
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You're welcome sis. We're so close I can't believe it. Once you find out about your graduation situation. We must spazz out about us ******** when we step on our college campuses for the first time.
True it's a nice story of accomplishing your goals.
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Aww, that sounds like so much fun.
Having to give up the internet completely to become something epic, better & stronger? Hmm, I don't see it. But, with college coming I see it as a reason to cut back a lot. I don't know how my ass is going to handle those work loads. Even though Psych seems simple to me. But, I'll deal with that when the time comes. Until then I have the Summer to get buckwild maybe meet up with some old friends, who I haven't talked to for some time for certain reasons. It's coming to a close so fast. But, now a new chapter of our lives is about to begin. 
BOTC: I just noticed that you jacked my Book Antiqua font. And, that 3 size with Olive coloring looks like snot.
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Originally posted by Ace Reject
Sis, I've been there. I didn't get to walk either. My school was so strict I wasn't even allowed to buy prom tickets because I was failing classes.
You'll be okay. You'll go to summer school, do well, and ace it. I promise you that years later, it won't even be a concern.
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Originally posted by EarlyMorning
You're welcome sis. We're so close I can't believe it. Once you find out about your graduation situation. We must spazz out about us ******** when we step on our college campuses for the first time.
True it's a nice story of accomplishing your goals.
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Thank you both so much for your words of encouragement Yall got me about to cry.
I really want to walk but ti wont be the end of the world if I dont that just I have an even bigger reason to walk across that stage in college.
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I can feel a new chapter
And you will not shade my font like that you toothless hoe 
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So I was playing with my dog, and she kept barking at me while I was teasing her and I was laughing and all, and then she started barking and my sister thought it was my fault (though she was barking at something else), so she kept yelling at me to stop and then at that point I just got so annoyed so I was like "Can you shut the **** up? Goddamn.. can you not be an annoying **** for one day?" Now.. the **** part slipped out, but the STFU part I meant.
All she does is have a grouchy attitude, complain if she doesn't get her way, and whenever I do something.. she runs & tells my mom (most likely by texting her). And that's exactly what she did a few minutes ago.
And she's ****ing 21. She needs to learn that it actually does mean 21 and not 12. If she can take annoying Publix customers, I'm sure she can take me.
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Originally posted by TakeItOff!
Oh my ****ing KI. I can't at this disgusting, piece of **** guy at my school who has made homophobic remarks to me before came out to me whilst also apologizing for all he's done to me. What the **** is this ****? Does it look like I'm Kurt from Glee? 
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Originally posted by iBeyoncé.
Well my grade is HORRIBLE, but my teacher gave us some extra credit work that could be worth 4 grades and 2 homework assignments and we have a test Tuesday. I'm gonna try my best to pass that test. Plus my close friends love me and won't allow me to be left in the dark so most likely I have that extra credit and homework good to go but it's that test I'm worried about.
Plus I may just be going crazy for nothing and may not need that class. He's put out like 3 seniors & one of my other friends dont even take that class. So either they are ****ed and they don't know it or I dont need that class. I hope it's the latter.
I know I can still graduate and go to college but I really wanted to be able to walk with my class. i may be able to do that anyway since graduation is Friday and they probably wont have enough time to put the grades in and be tell people wheather they passed or not based on classes. If they do I know one thing if they dont tell me before grad night I will NOT be getting out of that graduation line after I done spent all that money and my family & friends are out there to see me. They will have to get me out that line kicking and screaming.
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Sounds like you found your head. You're much less dramatic now.
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Originally posted by EarlyMorning
This explains why you've been so quiet lately. Anyway, do what Eli said his advice in that area is golden. But on the family side don't give them too much energy. Yeah it sucks feeling as if you disappointed them, but not at the cost of you feeling this upset. Especially since they'll (as you just said) already make you feel crappy from maybe not graduating with the rest of your class. Which could've been avoided had the family actually taken some initiative when it came to studying & grades. Now turn that frown upside down & work for what you deserve.
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Thank you for the shoutout
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Member Since: 2/9/2008
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I'm happy for you, congrats |
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thats cool. did you tell your parents
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Member Since: 11/7/2010
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First day back to school tomorrow after 3 days of being really sick, so much to catch up on in these few days. This is not fun 
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Member Since: 12/28/2010
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Originally posted by eli's_rhythm
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Member Since: 5/28/2010
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Originally posted by iBeyoncé.
graduation is next Friday and I may not graduate because I'm not passing trig. I've never failed ONE class in my LIFE and this happens. It's not fair. I've been accepted into college, I have all 24 of my credits & I passed all 4 state test and I made a 20 on my ACT. I was so happy about finally getting out of that hell hole and now I've just been ******* on. It's my fault I cant blame anyone but myself but I just don't get math. I've never been good in math. My attention span is HORRIBLE. I don't bother anyone. I keep to myself, but everyone else manages to get a free ride but whenever I try to get one it bites me in the ass. Now I have to beg my trig teacher for help but I doubt he helps. Whats worse is my family is so happy about me graduating. My friend is Salutatorian and they just got on me about not applying myself and ****. I almost cried cause they dont even know I might not graduate. I will be so hurt and embarrased if they invited all those people and told them I was graduating and I don't get to walk. Math ****ing sucks and now everyone who doesn't know me and truly thinks I'm a dumbass will believe they were right about me and the peopel who know how smart I am and have seen me excel greatly will be so upset in me. I already know if I dont graduate my family will just make me feel even worse instead of trying to life me up. **** My Life truly.
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OMG Sinny..well I actually took Algebra II w/ Trig last year and me being homeschooled I used the internet a lot.
Here's what helped me. http://library.thinkquest.org/20991/alg2/trig.html
Also I took Trig as an online class and I still have access to it...and I could send you some information if you need it.
I don't know if it will help.....but I truly hope things get better for you.
I know what you are talking about. The feeling that things are great for everybody around you can be haunting. I felt the same earlier in the school year. I've been through too much in 2010 and I always felt like that. Just realize things do get better and I know it sounds a bit cliche right now but it does. Do all the extra work you can. Complete all of the homework...turn in missing homework...meet with the principal. Do everything you can. And if your teacher doesn't help you....then you go to the principal! And remember to pray...even if you don't believe in that stuff, it does work. It got me out from so much, and has put me in a better place. Remember if you need anything just ask  Hope you feel better real soon 
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Member Since: 5/28/2010
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*reads pasts posts*
I honestly love Sinny's optimism. Being an optimist is amazing. Seeing the light in everything storm is amazing. I am a fellow optimist.
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At least y'all got to experience what highschool was like. I haven't been to public school in 4 years. I never been to a prom or homecoming. I don't have any memories with my old acquaintances/friends. I'm also graduating this june and its hitting me hard. Never experiencing highschool or what it was like is really taking a toll on me. I would have never thought i would miss those simple minded assholes from middle school now. We've all grown up together and it sad that i won't have any closure with them. Just thinking about it makes me depressed. That's why i'm looking forward to college soon. At least then i'll be able to start a new chapter in my life, have social life again and be able to meet new people/friends. I wish you girl the best of luck on your transition from high-school to college. Consider yourself blessed to have that experience and enjoy every second of it.
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But boo, you still have college.
don't count your fun out just yet.
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. soon as we got back to the school and someone said that it would be our last day at the school (even though we go tomorrow for gym graduation practice but leave early) I felt my heart drop a little. I really thought i would be amune to tears appearigo myfac on the day of graduation but with today being so lite on memories and me tearing a little...i can let that thought go. I will definitely shed some tears there. Also it made me think about the future and how i wanted to be something more epic, better and strong and how i might have to give up the internet for that, I have no problem with that but it inspired me to do things i've always put on hold. I really feel i am changing 