I feel apathetic today, I'm feeling needy, all my friends are starting to date or flirting with someone that will most likely have relationships with while I'm only flirting with a guy that only wants sex, and I want more than that, I've always felt like love is overrated and never gave 2 ***** about it but I'm feeling something is missing and it might be it. Yesterday a friend of mine said to me 'You are such a hottie, I wonder why I've never seen you with a girlfriend', that moment I just felt like spitting all off, tell the truth, I don't think my friends would mind, they are pretty liberal but I'm such a ***** when it comes to that, I wish I wasn't such a coward, that doesn't have nothing to do with the fact that I'm feeling needy but it sure helps in the sadness I feel today. I want so bad someone to hold me and caress me and I know i'm not the only one and many of you I'm sure feel like this as well but that's just hitting me. Meh, I'm feeling sad today.
I feel apathetic today, I'm feeling needy, all my friends are starting to date or flirting with someone that will most likely have relationships with while I'm only flirting with a guy that only wants sex, and I want more than that, I've always felt like love is overrated and never gave 2 ***** about it but I'm feeling something is missing and it might be it. Yesterday a friend of mine said to me 'You are such a hottie, I wonder why I've never seen you with a girlfriend', that moment I just felt like spitting all off, tell the truth, I don't think my friends would mind, they are pretty liberal but I'm such a ***** when it comes to that, I wish I wasn't such a coward, that doesn't have nothing to do with the fact that I'm feeling needy but it sure helps in the sadness I feel today. I want so bad someone to hold me and caress me and I know i'm not the only one and many of you I'm sure feel like this as well but that's just hitting me. Meh, I'm feeling sad today.
sorry you feel that way. But you don't need to hurry at all. You are very young and everything is ahead of you. Just enjoy being single and free and use this time for education/career. Being in a relationship/in love can take up a lot of time that otherwise could have been used more wisely. Being in a relationship has its perks for sure, but don't be fixed on that idea.
sorry you feel that way. But you don't need to hurry at all. You are very young and everything is ahead of you. Just enjoy being single and free and use this time for education/career. Being in a relationship/in love can take up a lot of time that otherwise could have been used more wisely. Being in a relationship has its perks for sure, but don't be fixed on that idea.
What If we were to die tomorrow? I would love to experience my first relationship soon.
