i am so sick of being arachnophobic.
all i want to do is play dragon age inquisition, or the witcher 3 or any zelda game without ******** my pants.
this is so upsetting.
i was so hyped up to play some of these games then i do my background "spider" check and see they're in DA: I & TW3 and uhujfhksfvjsbc
having to cross out such games from my list just because i can't stand to fight spiders in video games is borderline depressing.
when you realize just how much your fear dictates your life.
just going on the freaking wiki page of the spiders in TW3 was enough to make me sick.
i ****ing hate it.
btw pls don't post pics of spiders in here.