Hello ATRL, here is my story.
I've always been known as the boy who only dated hot guys. Despite them having awful personalities, and sometimes they treat me as sh*t, I continued to date guys based on their looks (and CV) rather than their personality.
But this time around, I've come to know this guy who's VISUALLY NOT IN MY CRITERIA. He's very tall, and is an engineer so basically he's like husband material on paper. I think he has a very big you-know-what too. But my oh my he has the worst looking teeth which makes him look like a rat, and might get called ugly by some of my friends. He's super rich, but one time I showed his picture to one of my friends and she said he needs to go to a plastic surgeon and fix his face.
I don't mean to brag or anything, but I'd like to set the facts: I always get compliments me for being handsome, and sometimes people would approach me in the streets to take pictures with me. I did model for a cellphone ad when I was younger until my parents made me stop because of school. I'm worried about what other people might think because I've always been the meanie who dragged people for their looks, and never gave the ordinary guys a chance. I'm that bish who bullied other when I was younger (i.e. tying people in the flag pole, steal people's stuff, placing bricks on people's bags when they're not looking, bullied other gays, etc).
I'm afraid this might be a lesson for me for being a meanie my whole life, but this guy seems special and always thinks about my welfare. Our life goals complement each other's, and he's basically friends with the nice bunch of people that I actually get along too.
But at the same time, I never had a successful relationship with the hot ones. I'm so confused.
I'm really afraid of what people will say, and if I might be SETTLING for less than I deserve. I'm deeply troubled.