That's kinda the difference between "Key" and "Kibum"
"Key" is the persona that "Kibum" wants to be and to show everyone, someone who is strong, witty, doesn't care about anything and etc
But in reality Kibum is just a little guy who is filled with emotions and unfortunately a lot of them are negative, he's a crybaby, he wants to be good and just wants people to like him and to help people
A lot of people don't really get him and misunderstand him because of his persona, think of him as a diva or just a typical gay twink but he's so much more than that and that's why I love him so much and want to protect him
Watching the vlog really changed my perspective on Key and I gained more respect for him. The "I am trying my best to do as many things as possible" line in the end gets me.
This sounds silly but I stopped watching the show after that episode and finally finished my assignment. Key, his power.