I was hoping I'd wake up to a message from him but ya don't always get what ya want I guess...
I'm still feeling rather neutral about this all, though... I think this is as close as we're ever going to get, and I'm sure I'll downgrade to his level of friendship once these weird feelings die down... I am offline to him on fb and he's hidden and everything so I won't even know his activity on fb unless I go looking for it, which I won't do :P