Okay I guess I'll say it since today was a window for it.
Remember early last year when I became a little promiscuous hoe?
occasionally still am
I remember some shocked, others applauded, others judging. I think Taryn was the latter. I remember something messy happening late last summer and almost dated a then-23-year old while I was 17. I didn't care about anyone's opinion but Taryn since she was like 2 months younger than that guy and she was the voice of reason. She honestly stopped me from doing so and thank God cuz he was a mess after all
Now that I've met someone really special, I wanted to prove her wrong (in a good way of course) by getting into a meaningful relationship that hopefully happens. The first day I met the guy in person, I was excited going home because I wanted to tell her about it. It was the day before her passing. However I just stated here in RT that I was gonna be having a great week. I wish I had told her but I like to think she would have been glad for me.
