- i went to a trampoline park with my friend that i haven't seen since winter break and it was awesome but really tiring
- there were a bunch of little kids at the park and i was paranoid i was going to land on them when i bounced
- we had dinner and i talked a lot with my friend and about all the stuff that's happened to us in recent months
- apparently his girlfriend told him she wants to murder someone??? um
- my parents are using ****tons of bandwidth to stream some old concert...except they're going to the same set by the same artist tomorrow. why do they need to make my internet slow when they're already seeing this tomorrow. omg - immediately after i checked tumblr, i saw art of sans that made me...a little flustered
- i went to a trampoline park with my friend that i haven't seen since winter break and it was awesome but really tiring
- there were a bunch of little kids at the park and i was paranoid i was going to land on them when i bounced
- we had dinner and i talked a lot with my friend and about all the stuff that's happened to us in recent months
- apparently his girlfriend told him she wants to murder someone??? um
- my parents are using ****tons of bandwidth to stream some old concert...except they're going to the same set by the same artist tomorrow. why do they need to make my internet slow when they're already seeing this tomorrow. omg - immediately after i checked tumblr, i saw art of sans that made me...a little flustered
I hate when I see a photo of someone hot and attractive when I'm online. Like okay, I'm just trying to learn more about the world and now I have to go take care of myself.
So (wow I just realize how much I don't talk about myself lol I'm actually a wreck) at least once a week I suffer from sleep paralysis. It makes me so afraid to sleep these days. Every night when I go to bed I'm fighting back anxious emotions hoping this isn't the night for a full attack. When I sleep (either soon after I close my eyes or shortly before I wake up) I "wake up" but I can't move my body. Everything is very heavy and I'm aware I'm awake but I can't move. I can't breathe, and there's always someone in my room so I feel so defenseless. Imagine you being on your bed and knowing a stranger is in your house but because you're "sleep" you can't move your body. It's the scariest feeling in the world. It's even worse because my lungs don't inflate or deflate so I can't breathe. I feel like that's how I'll die one day, stop breathing in my sleep or from fright because it feels like a nightmare. I can't get out of it myself either. The only way I can is if someone wakes me up by moving my body or I fall off my bed by slowly nudging my leg over the edge of my bed (which could take hours) and then my weight pulls me over the edge. It's a struggle and I'm so glad I have my cat. Every morning he jumps on top of me and I can't tell you how many times he's saved me from a paralysis episode.
So I found these cute videos and gifs on Twitter but I am not sure how to save them makes me sad when these losers just keep the videos for themselfs I really Wanna find full video to one of them
1 in 4 adults living in the US live with a mental illness/disorder. That is honestly so crazy. It's sad how many of those people are going through life undiagnosed and/or misdiagnosed. Mental illness should not be a taboo topic or something anyone should feel ashamed or embarrassed about
random sleeping thoughts
makes me sad when these losers just keep the videos for themselfs 
I really Wanna find full video to one of them 
Could not be closer to each other if they were related.