wonderlust walks down the street. it is night. he has a bag full of ice cream in his hands, gleefully thinking of how he is going to devour it all in 10 minutes once he returns home. all of a sudden he sees bright flashing lights coming from behind him. he turns around but the lights close in on him. all he sees before it goes dark is a car and a shadowy figure say "buy lotus on itunes." the ice cream splatters to the ground in an effect reminiscent of blood
this is so sappy but like i guess i want you guys to know i like you in case i don't get to talk to you again...with the internet it's possible for your friends to just completely disappear without a trace like what's happening now
so alex, saroya, joaquin, nemo, dessy, monte, lovesong, clueless, witch, cupid, theus, wonderlust, buddy, karp, holocene, jax, fidel, salvador, and everyone else i don't know as well or am forgetting because i have the worst memory ever and am just writing this off the top of my head, i love you guys. this thread is the most fun i have on this site and it's such a nice little mini-community, and you guys are great. i know i'm just the weird skeleton guy and i make sure not to take the internet too seriously, but this stuff really does matter to me and you guys make my life better.
ok that was embarrassing i'm gonna go regret posting this now ksjhdfgkjad
edit: i just posted this and i realized i forgot citrus. I'M SORRY ;_;
Guernica posted this in my thread and also agreed with me on "The Night Is Still Young" being an emotional song
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omg it makes me feel emotional too. like the chorus makes me imagine being 80 years old and thinking back fondly on my youth will all my friends who have sadly passed now or something lol
It's still so hard to know the fact she's never gonna pop up in here and post again. Like I was so use to seeing her avatar in here daily, and just ready to talk. It's so weird.
And since we're looking back on her funny posts, eery but also showing how funny and light-hearted she always was is when I talked to her about dying early.
We also talked about would ATRL find out.
Holy ****. That was...unexpected. Wow My stomach is still aching badly.
Someone posted her Gwen avi that she had for like years in the best AVI thread and...yeah...wasn't expecting that either. Does anyone else have that avi imprinted in the back of their mind simply at the mention of the name "Guernica"?
I know this really sucks guys. I don't think there are words to exactly to describe the feeling of death. But I hope we all are able to overcome this time of grievance (over time of course). Lbr that's exactly something Taryn would've said/wanted. Dd she'd probably say something along the lines of hoping we'd still be able to joke about her and call her names when remembering her if she passed away after awhile.
this is so sappy but like i guess i want you guys to know i like you in case i don't get to talk to you again...with the internet it's possible for your friends to just completely disappear without a trace like what's happening now
so alex, saroya, joaquin, nemo, dessy, monte, lovesong, clueless, witch, cupid, theus, wonderlust, buddy, karp, holocene, jax, fidel, salvador, and everyone else i don't know as well or am forgetting because i have the worst memory ever and am just writing this off the top of my head, i love you guys. this thread is the most fun i have on this site and it's such a nice little mini-community, and you guys are great. i know i'm just the weird skeleton guy and i make sure not to take the internet too seriously, but this stuff really does matter to me and you guys make my life better.
ok that was embarrassing i'm gonna go regret posting this now ksjhdfgkjad
I definitely wish I could have extended a thank you to her since, much like many of us, she was one of the first in this thread to talk with me and be warm and welcoming. She's basically a main reason why I decided to stay in here and felt that sense of community. Truly a kind-hearted person.
this is so sappy but like i guess i want you guys to know i like you in case i don't get to talk to you again...with the internet it's possible for your friends to just completely disappear without a trace like what's happening now
so alex, saroya, joaquin, nemo, dessy, monte, lovesong, clueless, witch, cupid, theus, wonderlust, buddy, karp, holocene, jax, fidel, salvador, and everyone else i don't know as well or am forgetting because i have the worst memory ever and am just writing this off the top of my head, i love you guys. this thread is the most fun i have on this site and it's such a nice little mini-community, and you guys are great. i know i'm just the weird skeleton guy and i make sure not to take the internet too seriously, but this stuff really does matter to me and you guys make my life better.
ok that was embarrassing i'm gonna go regret posting this now ksjhdfgkjad
Awww this was so adorable (like you). I feel the same btw. It may be "just the internet" but I feel that it goes far beyond that-- especially in random thoughts. I've always said it, how I think random thoughts is such a special thread and will forever be by FAR my favorite thread on ATRL. Despite my times of elusiveness and whatnot. It was the first thread I ever started to post in once I started to become active on ATRL. I swear I think of this place as my "home" on here. I cherish it and everybody that posts in it. I hope all of you know that! Many of y'all are my favorite members on this site and I honestly don't think I'd care to use ATRL anymore without RT. This situation is a perfect example of how your last time talking to somebody in here could feel like any other day and also unbeknownst to you, be the very last time. We were fortunate enough to be given confirmation, but in other cases (hopefully only hypothetically speaking) we might never know and just always wonder.
a year from now: accelgors parents have mysteriously disappeared, leaving accelgors with their money. his new unemployed husband has been acting suspicious. to be continued
someday this is going to happen to me and i'm gonna be like "damn guernica was right"
My stomach is still aching badly.
