**** yeah. I'm on the "I Love a Straight Guy Club"
It hurts, doesn't it? Thinking about him all the time aches! I'm getting better tho The more I get to know the more I realize it just wouldn't work so I think that in time I'll forget about him in a romantically way and will view him as only a possible friend. I think that's the thing about crushes: you have a crush on someone because you project your ideal on that person. When you actually start meeting that person that ideal slowly shatter and you end up in the realm of the soothing reality.
I'm apparently seeing my crush tonight. I hope we get introduced.
Basically he's in the same school I'm in and I see him almost everyday, too bad he's doing a different course (actually the one I've always wanted to do but never got accepted ). Anyway, we've never talked before but he keeps looking at me and smiling so cutely I just can't. WHY do I always have to be the one to make the first move?
I fell pretty hard for this guy in the fall and eventually grew some balls and told him how I felt. He said he liked me as a friend but that he's not gay. (I'm still 99.9% he is, he's just not out...) So after a few months passed I was almost completely over him and then he gets a job at the same place I work! Now all the time we make awkward eye contact, and sometimes he'll come over to me and help me with whatever it is I'm doing. And the other night he saw me out with friends and asked me to come smoke with him. It's honestly such a disaster because I can feel myself falling for him again, but I don't want to be wrong and actually be pursuing a straight guy.
I'm apparently seeing my crush tonight. I hope we get introduced.
Basically he's in the same school I'm in and I see him almost everyday, too bad he's doing a different course (actually the one I've always wanted to do but never got accepted ). Anyway, we've never talked before but he keeps looking at me and smiling so cutely I just can't. WHY do I always have to be the one to make the first move?
I fell pretty hard for this guy in the fall and eventually grew some balls and told him how I felt. He said he liked me as a friend but that he's not gay. (I'm still 99.9% he is, he's just not out...) So after a few months passed I was almost completely over him and then he gets a job at the same place I work! Now all the time we make awkward eye contact, and sometimes he'll come over to me and help me with whatever it is I'm doing. And the other night he saw me out with friends and asked me to come smoke with him. It's honestly such a disaster because I can feel myself falling for him again, but I don't want to be wrong and actually be pursuing a straight guy.
Sis at least he was nice about it. I couldn't imagine if I told my 100% straight crush that I like him
I hope you're right h
That he's just in the closet tho
Sis at least he was nice about it. I couldn't imagine if I told my 100% straight crush that I like him
I hope you're right h
That he's just in the closet tho
I really wish I could do that, but I don't think I will.
If I was it'd be when we both graduate and I won't see him again... I think he'd be nice about it, but even if I had the balls to do it, it seems selfish to drop something like that on him
Thinking about him all the time aches! I'm getting better tho 
The more I get to know the more I realize it just wouldn't work so I think that in time I'll forget about him in a romantically way and will view him as only a possible friend. I think that's the thing about crushes: you have a crush on someone because you project your ideal on that person. When you actually start meeting that person that ideal slowly shatter and you end up in the realm of the soothing reality.
). Anyway, we've never talked before but he keeps looking at me and smiling so cutely I just can't. WHY do I always have to be the one to make the first move?
