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Originally posted by Cupid
I came into this convo late but I think from what you've said you clearly aren't 100% happy and have some doubts. Whether he finds out or not, it's something you'll always have to live with and those doubts will always be in the back of your mind. Be honest and do what makes you happy. If you really wanted to stay with him you probably wouldn't have cheated tbh. I hope it all works out for you  |
You're right. I thought I was happy, and things were going great, but I do have doubts now. We're both to blame for that. He barely makes an effort to see me anymore, and telling me that he's talking to his ex was sure to upset me. It doesn't give me an excuse to cheat, though. I thought that I was falling in love with him, but I think that I have issues with love and always end up running from it. I'm gonna sleep on it and see how I feel tomorrow. I'm hoping to wake up to a text from him saying that he would like to end it. I want to be with him, but I can't now. I wish we could just be friends, but that's impossible.
Thanks for the advice.
It's just REALLY complicated. I'm a mess when it comes to liking people recently.
There's one that stands out, but that JLo song already describes my situation pretty much. 
